Nervousness wakes me A meeting with high pressure I’m lacking self-trust Advertisements
Fears easily win When I lose faith that there is A pathway forward It seems that the quickest path to despair is giving up on finding a way forwards. That there are solutions to problems. Perhaps even that there’s any sort of solution. Sometimes, it’s easy to get so enmeshed into the details any problem […]
This writer’s journey Fraught with perils of the heart Facing down my fear As I write, my mind drags out random, destructive talk. The act of posting challenges sensations of inadequacy. Thus I post, refusing to let the destructive voices within me win.
Still dark No hints of dawn Yet I know It will come I am awake in the early morning, pondering all that troubles me.
Awoke by my fears Not an unusual thing Though I’ve grown weary I’ve long hated my mind’s tendency to torment me late at night. Bringing up ancient mistakes, dragging forth unlikely scenarios, so many ways my mind finds to attack my tranquility.
Awakened by sound Strange night noises alarming Yet sleeps demands win
Sometimes It’s so terribly easy So allow vacant Naggings To drag down My psyche
My Insecurities Drag Down My Soul
These moments My awakened fears Facing them Calms me And I Return To slumber
I shall face my fears I won’t allow them to win My life? Triumphant!